Ok... I want you to go into the forest once your not drunk anymore and build yourself a small building like a dojo and train your mind and your body until your ready to go out, and if you get hungry in the forest well go find some fruit or hunt some animals for food then after your ready first start off fighting in underground fighting arenas to get some cash and from their its your choice of what to do and for what you want to fight for, make some new friends and fight for them meaning defend them with your life and if they die by someone dont blaim yourself or anyone else, its just life
and if you need someone to talk to when your down... talk to me and let it all out
(edited by sami)