Idk, haven’t really been in that situation before, but I can say that it’s healthier to let it go

Big ol oof, my advice is to take some time, it's definitely going to hurt, but you'll eventually get over it, I'm sure you have friends and family you can turn to for the time being. Don't beat yourself over it, it just wasn't meant to be. Load up a game or something and relax, you've got plenty of time in this world, make the most of it!

lmao just load a save state and try again