What do you wish to fight for?

To be a shield for the Nexus and serve it. Secondly is to tame the manifestation from the depths of this broken world. Those were the objectives given to me...yet you sometimes question if it's the only thing you should fight for.

I have already lost all that drives me forward, yet I am still here and I wish to forgive the one who took that from me because they had nothing in the first place. My original purpose I was given was to kill on command, but I didn't like that purpose so I chose to change that purpose to something I thought was right. In the end that purpose would only hurt people too. When it comes down to it, sometimes what you believe to be right and what is right isn't the same thing.

Interesting....so you think if I just stop following my commands 100% of the time...perhaps I could be really doing the right thing or achieve more?

That's up to you, you have free will as well don't you? You need to do more than just act on your thoughts, you need to make sure that what your doing is truly the right thing.

Interesting...yet it sounds like a strange concept somewhat when introduced to a program. So what did you do when you started to act under free will perhaps a suggestion from a user already under free will can help guide me a little..maybe.

My memory banks have been damaged but when I fist started acting on my own I wanted to turn this whole world into an empty void to end all conflict. I learned through other people though that what I was trying to achieve was not the right path. I have decided on my own that what I wish to fight for is the happiness of those around me and that maybe through fighting for that I can create a new world without suffering that doesn't take away from peoples joy.

That sounds fascinating a program like you had a great drastic change from chaos bringer to peacemaker.

I've been stuck in a endless limbo of letting my program drag me around yet it's true that the program doesn't really help people maybe even hurts them. This may call for a change in style myself how I'll do it is again something I have no idea how to begin with.

Well, my own sentience primarily spawns from the Plume of Dusk within the core of my being. It gives me the ability to make conscious choices outside of my main program.

Sounds useful. I guess I can to extend bend the rules that were inserted into my program my creator is not here so he can't enforce it. That should give me an extend of this free will to experience possibly.