Homura sighs... Who the hell would do this? Did they try to make her feel this way, or is she just that hellishly hard on herself? In spite of that, Homura keeps calm and simply stares at Kotori's face.
"So what. So fucking what if that's you're supposed to be? My family would have wanted me to be some proper Japanese woman who just towed the line that society set."
At that, the girl's voice turns bitter, oh well. If there's anything she's glad to be rid of, it's expectations of people. Being a Magical Girl sucks, but at least she's not...
"And you want to talk about hospitals? Yeah I get that, I spent more of the life I can actually remember in a freaking hospital bed myself actually... I get wanting to be a burden, I don't really understand a desire for power for its own sake..."
Homura rubs the back of her and pauses for a moment, geez this is harder than anything she expected.
"Listen, if you want to get strong? Do it, I think you can... I don't want you chasing after something people forced on you, Kotori. But here's the thing, if you really want to do that? I'll help however I can... Just, I guess kinda heard about your family wanting you to train and assumed that you didn't really want to? I never wanted what they told me to do anyway, so why would someone else right?"
The girl shakes her head, how foolish to be just assuming everyone's like that, hell. Madoka's not like that either.
"If you find you don't want to fight then that's fine. And if you want to keep at it? That's fine too, we're friends after all, and I'll help however I can... Just make sure it's what you really what no matter what you choose, and not what someone else wants from you. That's really all I want for you Kotori!"
She'd smile and... Slap the girl's face lightly, not enough to really hurt, but it'll get her attention.
"And stop being so hard on yourself! I get you think you're weak, but if you were really weak then you'd have given up a long time ago! You're not an idiot, and you're better at magic than I am at least! I have a Persona that does all the work for me, and a shield I don't even freaking understand! So sure you might not be good, but at least you have some understanding of it... And as for not being smart? I don't buy it, you're hasty, you don't know things most people would because you haven't been taught, but you're not an idiot when you bother to think things through! An idiot wouldn't tell Kazuya and Gamma to stop fighting ya know... You're too hard on yourself, so rather than thinking about how weak you are... Why not just try to get better?"
Rant over and done with, Homura takes a deep breath. Pausing to try and let that sink in before she goes finishes up.
"A year ago I was in a hospital with no friends no hope and nothing to my name, yet here I stand now Kotori... If things can change for me that much? Then I refuse to believe they can't change for you too! In short. Make sure that it's what you want and I'll do whatever I can to help. And don't be down on yourself!"
She'd then grin at the girl, sounding something akin to her normal cheerful self again as she pushes her glasses up and stands, offering a hand to Kotori as she watches the girl curiously.