Listening to Quin speak again, its obvious that he's fighting something, though, she's not sure what, there's not much for it but to try to help
"For every bit of happiness you wish someone, someone else is cursed with equal misery". That's what I was told a few weeks ago, before I started all this. Everything in this world is give-and-take. Sure, maybe with your condition, whatever it really is, maybe you did deny someone else their life. But then again, that other person would simply deny a third, or a fourth, you can't spend your life worrying about that.
Sayaka grins at the older boy, not entirely sure what to say at this point.... She simply continues saying something.... Sayaka's eyes begin to tear up as she remembers someone.... The soft sound of their playing....
If you really wanted to help those kids, if you REALLY wanted to help others be happy. Then you have to shoulder that burden. That's what it means to be a hero, to accept the misery, accept the pain, accept the death. You take on all the unpleasant things so that the rest of the world doesn't have to...
If for every bit of happiness one person has, the greater someone else's misery, then, no matter how bad things get.... I can at least remember, for every bit I suffer.... Someone else is happier for it.
There's no time for that now, Sayaka begins to wipe the tears from her eyes, sure, maybe she never wanted to be here, but right now.... It doesn't matter what she wants, that doesn't change what a hero is, so that cannot change her actions.