Gamma faintly chuckles as he walks over to the window, briefly glancing back at Kotori, allowing her to see the last of his tears.
Don't you get it? That's probably the worst part.
I probably could have helped. I'm probably physically capable of it. I guess you'd never understand.
If I were there, odds are Lux wouldn't have had to sacrifice himself last Christmas. I was even around then, I saw the tower. If I weren't so useless, if I were braver, I might have been there and able to help him.
If I were there for her, odds are Homura, not the one you know, a different, older one, wouldn't have vanished off the face of the earth. I promised to help her. But in the end I never ended up doing anything.
If I weren't so useless, Robin wouldn't have lost himself. That one turned out to be ok, but not because of my help. I may as well have just stood there and watched for all I did.
If I weren't so useless.......
Gamma was probably going to add more, but he catches himself. There's no need to worry about it anymore. Useless or not, it hardly matters now. He steps next to Ayano, and grabs her hand
Yes. I'm done here. There's really nothing more to say. Still, I wonder. If this is far from the first reset, how many times did I give that speech? Or something like it at least. Was there even a single version who managed to accomplish something before this, or were they really all as worthless as I am?
Gamma chuckles to himself, if this has really happened so many times, the odds of anything turning out better for the next Gamma is rather slim. Not anything to hope for. Not sure if she would even know.
Maybe the next one will have better luck. Or maybe I'm simply cursed. Guess I'll never find out, will I?