@--Morgana-- A creature like you should not be caught up on such things... I like your soul. Your beautiful, unique, rebellious soul... Your form matters not to me, Neko-san. *Smiles*
@--Morgana-- *Giggles and returns his kiss, holding him close* Such a bold Neko-san, in front of everyone... You do not disappoint me. *Petpets him* When the time comes, I do hope you will be by my side, at the end of all things...
I'm referring to my existence. Lately more than ever I am constantly reminded I am not human and don't belong. There is no peace nor place for me to exist.
I just don't know @imtherealklib...there is just always something at every turn and I dont know if I can take it much longer...for the first time since being here, I truly feel alone.
Well, I dont see the relation between thise two ideas: you are human except for your body, and so you can choose where you belong, for example, this place. Dont forget you have a place to return... (Not like someone I know.. )
You're just overthinking it Labrys. You're just as human as the rest of us. If you truly believed you had no place here, I don't think you would have done as much as you have.
Maybe I am over thinking it. I'm not too sure. I just can't help but feel so conflicted and torn. It feels to wrong to want to be normal. So wrong to just enjoy life...and I dont know why.
Mama is upset because she isn't like most people. And a lot of people lately have been trying to make something happen that she believes is wrong and makes her scared. And they remind her she doesn't belong.
Then you have a human hearth, maybe it doesn't beat, but you can feel it inside you, if yoy have a hearth you exist, also, there is a place in this world where you belong, so don't worry about it right now, one day you'll see it.
@Aergia Well honey...how do I phrase this..? I belong there yes. And so does my affections. But I'm not sure where my heart belongs. I feel lost and confused. Like I'm wandering without direction. I know its hard to understand dearie, but it'll be alright. Mama isn't ever gonna leave you or other Mama. I promise.
@-Labrys- I believe this is the time my otherself would would give you an inspirational speech... Unfortunately I'm not very good at those. But, if you were to continue to question yourself, I know she would be saddened...
I hope one day all the crazy stuff settles down. I can never follow what's happening and it makes me feel left out sometime. How do you people keep up with this?
Thats my secret @Hibiki. I dont. Its too much. I can't handle it. I always feel left out, I always feel like everyone is just here to fight. I have very much given up on normality in life. Its excruciating.
*nods to @Shadowwaifuaigis*
I know...siswould be livid.
*chuckles*
But I can't help it. I'm lost in a dangerous sea of emotions and events. Do direction. Unsure if what my heart calls out for.
Because of the fact that I participate sometimes on the fighting too, I feel like I should apologize to you, @-Labrys-. I´m sorry if I left you out of this.
Its fine @Hillock. I have non desire to fight. In want to get to know people. To share emotions and time. Just, no one really seems to be interested in that. Its always one battle to the next.
It is no longer a quite place to simply enjoy food, drink, and company. Every day is either a party or bomb in a box. I am slowly coming to regret working there.
*Looks utterly stunned* What did you just say? Maya was here? Goddammit she was here and I missed her!? *Takes a deep breath* Phew sorry sorry just your sure it was her? Hard to believe after so long she'd show up now.
Said her name was Maya Amano, perked up when hearing your name, though she was only 18 or so and claimed to know you, seeing you last when you were 18. She was happy to know youre here, but confused by your age.
So the thing is... Is she another Maya from the one I knew. Or did she get her old memory back and lose everything past the old days? Well if she shows often I'm going to find out. And hey Labrys why Mr Suou? That's kinda so please don't call me that.
Your acting like this is some kind of internet board man. And yet here we stand in a cafe how's that work? *He gestures around the room* But hey I guess it's all the threads of life or something.
Click to load png image (size - 113 kb) Speaking of websites, I recently discovered this website called "Phansite.net"! There are lots of people posting cool stuff on it. In fact, a lot of people there share the same names with you guys! It's really awesome, maybe you should all go on it sometime.
Sorry Labrys. I appreciate the kind words! I think I dozed off and had a dream about playing a children's card game that consisted of magical girls...yeah...
Look this papper. "He take a papper from a pocket of the outfit and read it" Phansite, @IamThou mentioned it at 20:32. Looks like i wrote this, but i don't remember it.
I take notes about strange things and i wrote some info about this, I always remember when I write things like this, is really strange the fact what i don't remember it.
Well, i'll do it. "He takes his phone and type "phansite", after a few moments a strange web site appear in his phone" @eveyone, do this. "He lend a paper and a pencil to everyone, write what i'll say,ok?
