So? Where have I been?
So, I've been around since what Rpers call the gluttony arc, and I've loved this place and most people here.
When I first joined, I was a judgmental selfish prick, I said crap, I treated others like trash, I threw little temper tantrums even. I like to think that I'm at least a bit better now thanks to this place.
I've seen how this place has changed over time, when I first joined, to now.
I've caused a bunch of problems myself due to my pettiness (I'm looking at you GM room incident)
*Ramble Ramble*
My point is, I'm an Rper, I enjoy memes in moderation, so I ain't bashing or anything, but recently, I've been lurking a LOT, mainly because there's not much Rp that I find particularly interesting.
So, I ain't leaving the site or anything, but I'm gonna continue to lurk until I find a really interesting plot or story or fight or something.
Heck, I may even try my own little thing.
But, anyway, I wanted all my friends here to know why I've been gone for a while. And why I'll probably still be gone.
That's all, sorry.
I'm scared.
I'm scared. <br> When I first came here, I was afraid. This place looked like fun,but I was afraid of being disliked for never having interacted with people before. And I was welcomed beyond belief. Ever since then,I've grown as a person, I've escaped the stress of life, I've met friends, I've had fun. <br> <br> And now I'm scared. People are fighting, people are leaving, and I'm terrified the place that pulled me out of depression is falling apart. This place has done so much for me. Call me whiney, call me immature, call me a baby, but this place is my life now. <br> <br> I don't know what I hope to accomplish by saying this. But I felt I needed to let it out. Sorry for wasting your time.