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Philemon's Pondering: The cor of Human Understanding
Greetings, I am Philemon. I have returned once again to assist people in finding their proper path forward, you may all come to me for aid in your life.
*walks in and stares blankly at Philemon* Oh it's you. Good timing I've got questions.
And I have answers, whether or not they are the answers you want though is something we both shall see.
Well, what a coincidence Tatsy. I had something to ask the big P too, so this works out for the both of us.
*he glares* Why the hell didn't you tell me what she was! I've spent half my life searching and you couldn't be bothers to tell me "Maya" Was just a fragment of Ira!? What the hell Philemon do ever say anything straight up?
It seems people have much to inquire from me, very well, I shall help the best I can.
@Tatsuya
If I had told you I would be directly interfering with the world, which is not anyone with my power should do. Besides, a fragment of Sin she might've been but through some means, she still had Maya's personality and memories.
... so you're telling me I fucking lost her again? *He chuckles humorlessly* Oh that's wonderful even better... So I'm an utter screw up as always great. Can't save her can't save a copy of her but the masses? Oh sure I can save lots of people except when I really care.
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Is it alright...for me to exist?
@Tatsuya
I'm truly sorry Tatsuya, but sometimes fate is a cruel thing that takes from us again and again. However, there is a reason for everything and in time you will see that reason as long as you hold on to yourself.
@IamThou
Existence? Why do you ponder over your own existence? Existence isn't a right to be had, it simply is and as long as it is then it is justified.
@Persona_2

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Do I still have a purpose?
... I'll get her back someday. I'll get them all back it's all I can think. *A forced smile crosses his face and his voice betrays sadness* Let's think positive right... Thanks for telling me what she was though I had to know.
@IamThou
A purpose is something that you yourself must seek out. Nobody is born with a pure purpose, we simply must create that purpose for ourselves as time goes by. That is what it means to find your sense of self.
Philemon, quick question!
So...I was fighting Delta last night and at one point my Persona, Kusanagi, disappeared and somethin else appears, like...I felt as if Kusanagi became something else for a moment, but then it came back to normal.
So...is it normal for a Persona to change forms, even if it's just for a second or two...?
@Tatsuya
I will always be by your side, never forget that. For I am you and you are me.
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My purpose...


*She walks away*
[Hazama pats Tatsuya on the back, and steps forward.]

Tell me Philly, is my world still, uh... intact?
Hey, P dawg, it's been so long old friend, how are you?
@Kazuya
Personas take many forms based on the mind of the user, perhaps something changed within you for a moment that allowed you to view the world with different eyes.
She's one of yours Philemon. An attendent of the velvet room who left. She very much was made with a purpose in mind... And yeah I know you are. *He laughs* Punching you told me that remember?
But wait Ira said she was based on my memory... Idiot was wrong or what?
@hazama
This Nexus is a strange place, even I do not fully understand it, but it would seem to me that outside it, all worlds are intact.
Oh Philly, you didn't know that....I'm dissapointed!
@KensukeKurosaki
I am alright, still adjusting to my new form.
Hm, my world is connected to the Nexus because of me. Not that I really care, I was done with that place anyway. Though, I suppose if Colonel Relius and Phantom can still reach me then it must be intact to some extent. Thanks, Philly.
@Tatsuya
All beings of sentience are connected through the sea of human souls. In a way they were wrong but in another they were right.
"Can I have you as a shoulder to cry on?" said the boy on the brink of tears pouring down.
Ain't seen you since.....London in 1804 was it?
@CualiqueXSora
I am sorry, but I have no shoulders in this form.
... of coffee they were, *he sighs* In the end though I failed her yet again that's all I really needed to hear... All this strength and I can't protect the one thing that matters most...

No she's still out there, with no clue who I am sure but I checked up on that after we dealt with Ira. Maya Amano age 42 still exists. *He looks down* You'd think I would have looked before but I guess I didn't want to believe it was anything but her.
@KensukeKurosaki
That feels so long ago, but I remember...it was a strange time for me, after all.
@Tatsuya
Do not blame yourself, Tatsuya. This world is full of nearly infinite possibilities and you could not have known otherwise.
But I easily could have if I bothered to look. That's the problem, in the back of my head I knew it was too good too be true but I ignored it. Tch love makes people stupid doesn't it? Guess that's why I've only done it for one person.
"Can I ask you to be my pet? That is aid right?"
... seriously aren't you a normal? Doesn't talking butterflies freak you out?
@CualiqueXSora
That would be strange. Like keeping an aspect of yourself as a pet, but here.
*One of the golden butterflies leaves the swarm and flies to Cual's hand*
"Do I get to keep this one!?" The boy was excited.
@CualiqueXSora
Yes, however, I must warn you. That is a separated part of my being, in the past, a leftover aspect of myself became a monster. If that part of me is introduced to too much darkness the same result will occur.
@Persona_2 Tell me Philemon....*he walks very close to him* Are you a liar.......?hahahahaha... *insert Komaeda laugh*
@KensukeKurosaki
I never mean to withhold the truth from anyone, but some things don't need to be revealed yet.
"Sweet! Thanks, Weird-Butterfly-Voice!" The boy didn't pay good attention to what they said, and ran off with the Butterfly as happy as ever.
*he shakes his head* Phil are you sure that's okay? I'm not sure a normal should have any part of you.
It does not weaken me...I am slowly regaining more than enough power to make up for that every day. Besides they seemed like they could use the aid.
* clap clap clap* An amazing ruse, hahahahahahaha.....your real purpose still far from known.....but I know. Farewell my friend, you never fail t intrigue me...
*ken vanishes into nothing*
Well if you think it'll be fine alright. And thanks Philemon this has been helpful... I need to get stronger though any ideas?
New power? The only clear method currently is as I've said before. The power of a Sing can grant incredible power if overcome.
... Wrath, how do I get a sin that Merkabha has though? Hmm maybe there's something else though. This place is filled with all kinds of worlds.
*he jolts out of his thoughts* Well I should head out now good bye Philemon. *He walks away*
Farewell...
The happy boy came running back for a quick question. "Where is the talking butterfly!? I need help.."
Help?
"Yea.. You said this'll aid me right? How will it exactly... 'help'?" He was confused.
I hope it will serve as a reminder that you must believe in yourself. For it is only through the strength of your own will that you can overcome the hardships of life.
"That's... it? It doesn't give me any cool powers or anything?" He mistook that 'aid' for something as something relating to magical powers.
*walks in and considers Philemon*

So I take it you're the good thing we got in exchange for Nyarly, right?
*Philemon sits in place thinking*
Hey there, Butterfly man.
You, I heard you could help me.
That depends on what it is you seek...
@Migrant
Hello, Migrant. Things are going well for you I presume?
*He walks in and looks at Phil* Huh talking butterflies? That's a new one even to me, and I've seen Wonderland. So what's your deal?
I've been hearing a lot about "Personas" and "Shadows" around here.
What are those things? What is this world?
@Roxas-
I am Philemon, the one who sits in between the unconscious and conscious, I am made from all of humanities hope and you too are a part of me as I am a part of you.
@Akemi-Nakajima
A long answer for such a long question. A Persona is the will of an individual person made manifest, the demons and gods that reside within us if you will. A shadow is the other side of one's Persona, they come in many forms but are usually made from the negative feelings one hold in their heart. As for what this world is, I can not answer that easily for even I am unsure of everything this world holds. The people here call it the Nexus and it is a world where almost anything can seemingly happen.
Besides the recent introduction of purple shadows, I'm guessing your rival is to blame, it's been going well.
Human hope huh? I'm not exactly human though Philemon.
At least you have the decency to explain things around here, most answers I get are half-assed.
Thanks.

*He takes notes on a notebook he had in his hand*

Now...what do you know about those "Sins"? How many are they? Are any others than "Ira" dead? And what are "shards"?
@Roxas-
I'm very used to my old titles so forgive me, but I believe this world is changing me very slowly as well. For even from you, I feel the power of hope.
*he smiles* Oh cool, I guess that makes sense though. Human or not I do have a heart after all... Hey do you know anything about memory? Part of mine is missing but I can never pin down what.
@Akemi-Nakajima
The sins, yes I know of them, the Sins are beings manifested from the evils of the people in this world. They are not evil by nature though and are more human than anything. As for how many there are, of the ones I know exist, there is Lust, Vanity, Gluttony, Wrath, Greed, Envy, Pride, and two other that I am unsure of...The ones who have unfortunately been taken by my counterpart are Lust, Vanity, and Gluttony as for Ira I am unsure what fate befell them. The shards are the Sins cores that give them power and hold their personalities. If a shard is taken from a Sin a number of effects may take place but a temporary cease in existence is assured.
@Roxas-
Your mind does seem to be fragmented, I can not directly restore it though because that would be interfering with the natural order of things, however, I am sure that you will regain such memories as some things cannot be forgotten forever.
Well that's fine... Good to know there's something more to it then just me going crazy. *He laughs* It'd be pretty sad if that were all that's going on.
So Sins don't die, they are just gone for a while.
Interesting...
But if you can take those "shards", then that means you can use their power in some way or another.
Can those "shard" join the human body?
@Akemi-Nakajima
Yes, that is possible but to do so...A human's mind cannot maintain proper control over a sin and would surely be corrupted by it.
*Walks in

huh, where am i right now?
This is my chamber...a place of inquiry into the very nature of the human soul itself. You are welcome here as well, Sora.
huh...?

*as soon when that guy called him sora, he begins to be confused

who... are you? how did you know my name?
Makes sense that a "sin" will corrupt your mind, but that girl...Aergia, she didn't seem so bad.
I have one last question though, what are you?
I am Philemon, the one who exists in between the conscious and unconscious. I am you and you are me for I am the embodiment of all hope in this world.
so....uh, why do you wear a mask?
Would you like to see what's beneath the mask?
no, it's not like that!
i mean, why are you wearing it?
Basically you're the good things in humans, all in one being.
Alright...

*He puts his notebook in his bag*

That is all, thanks for the information, Mr. Philemon.
We WILL meet again.

*He turns around and leaves*
This is simply the mask I myself wear...What's more important is what's under the mask.
i....see..

well i have too many questions but i can't question them right now... so uh...... how to get out here?
You simply must walk back the way you came and you will be taken wherever it is you must go...
Lemme guess since you're everyone people all see something different under it or should like that?
Something*
A very astute observation, but yes I am all and all are part of me as well, what appears under the mask is merely the truth of this.
well, i don't know which questing should i ask, so i'm in a sleepy right now----wait.

do you something about the keyhole that appeared at that foggy park 2 days ago?
Huh thought so. I'm not an expert on that stuff but I can make a good guess now and then.
Foggy park? Oh you mean Izanami's garden right? Pretty sure it didn't have heartless Sora she said you didn't get attacked, and we all know how those feel about Keyblade wielders.
nope, i feel something weird about this thing, i don't know why, there must be a reason behind this, the heartless didn't appear in this park.
What defines a meme as "dank"?
Something weird huh? Well I've never sealed a keyhole what do I know. *He shrugs*
@Roxas- well at our universe, when you lock a new keyholes, a new world will be unlocked.
in the dream world, when you unlock keyhole, you will teleport to another world.
*noticed @Mona voice and sees him at the ground

huh? Mona, what are you doing?

ooc: well i'll go to sleep for a while