Oh boy... Where to start? Warning do not open spoiler if you want to stay ignorant about my own issues. Trust me it paints me in a very different light and will probably make some of you have second thoughts about me.
My mind is consistently at 150%, I have a very hard time losing, I'm unable to feel like normal people, I'm unable to communicate any of my true intentions well, I'm afraid of pain yet long for death, my mind feels split into different people, I can actively turn off emotions and basically go to whatever end I want, I find it extremely easy to maim, hurt, kill, etc, without feeling anything except maybe contentment? I have to keep myself in check so i don't do the above, the fact I nearly strangled someone for a dumb prank, my body as a whole, insomnia (it's currently 2:36 am), my addiction to video games, and my complete lack of ambition for anything, the fact that I may have been catfished online, that I fell in love completely with that person, and that it was the only time I've ever truly fallen in love.
There's probably more but that's just the stuff I can remember off the top of my head.
Jesus. This is just like me.