Futaba almost committed suicide and was only saved because she blackmailed a group of magic teenagers. I don't think she's a good example to follow

I got some dirt on those kids who ride that one bus. Maybe I could blackmail them?

As someone who basically was Futaba for a lot of years of her life (and still am actually, going outside sucks), that isolation takes a toll and I probably wouldn't be here right now if others didn't pick me up. I still have huge anxiety of people, but it really is hard to make it alone in life. Friendship and love makes everything better. This is coming from someone who wants said they didn't need anyone seriously 4 years ago. Bonds are important, as big or small as they are.

Does having an anime full body pillow count as a bond?

No. But feel free to have fun with that however way you want.

I’m sure your parents and everyone else are real proud of you.

As I pretty have no chances of seeing my irl best friends til like May or even December; the depression, loneliness, and anxiety will fuck you up badly.

As I pretty have no chances of seeing my irl best friends til like May or even December; the depression, loneliness, and anxiety will fuck you up badly. Well, to be fair, I have that even when i'm around people. Sometimes directly caused by people, in fact.

As I pretty have no chances of seeing my irl best friends til like May or even December; the depression, loneliness, and anxiety will fuck you up badly. Well, to be fair, I have that even when i'm around people. Sometimes directly caused by people, in fact. True... I think I understand.

Sucks

I mean you don't need to really socialize directly if you have a plan on what you want to do in life. For example, you could make an online business. So yeah, you can avoid people if you want, I do that :)

Still, online businesses aren't always the best choice. Shutting yourself off will get you nowhere, but I'm not saying you should go out right away. Doing little things to socialize a bit at a time can help. It's less overwhelming than being tossed into the social world in one go.

I can't stand socializing with most people in society today whom I know in person. My father always tell me I won't get anywhere in life if I don't, but he's wrong. Sometimes it's good to shut others out, but then there are times that if you choose to be around people you will become happier. I guess I just have mixed feelings about the situation. Do what's best for you.

I generally dislike socializing face to face, but I enjoy it when we are both talling about something that we are both interested in, for me its art, anime, and videogames. If you go to school, then maybe you can find out that another person likes something you like, and then find an excuse to talk to them. Thats what I do.