OOC: Why I haven't been active as much ...

Boss

OOC: Why I haven't been active as much (vent thread)

Im not trying to be a whiny teenager but that's probably what ill come across as. Lately it's been hell going to school, more that just a chore, I actively cry every Sunday night knowing I have to deal with that garbage the next day and get barely 12 hours of sleep a week, it's severely annoying and I just.....it's not that I don't want to be here, but I distract myself with games and stuff like that so I can deal with the act of living. Im sorry for whining, I just needed to vent.
Thanks for everything.

pure_guy

What's making it so hard ?

Ari3s

That's perfectly understandable. I was almost the same way to the T back in my high school days. So I know exactly what you're going through. The best I can say is that you just need to power through it.

Boss

@pure_guy
It's because it's a public school and I have a lot of problems that they are unwilling to accommodate because of the effort required, also ignoring my pleas for peace and violation of a legal document

Boss

@Ari3s
Been doing that for years bud

Ari3s

Thing is, that's literally all you can do. But hey, I can assure you that it'll only make you a stringer person. Just hang in there dear.

Ari3s

****stronger

Boss

@Ari3s

Yeah, I know....thanks

Ari3s

Mhm! If you ever feel as through you need to rant or vent about anything, I'm all ears. uwu

pure_guy

Damn that sounds like more than your average high school problems.. but at least you'll only have to deal with it for a few more years (depending on your grade). have you tried joining a sport or going into a gym? That really helped me when I was having trouble back in school.

Ryujislover

I feel the same way about school. though im doing alright in most classes, im really struggling with math. we got our midterm marks a few weeks ago and while im still passing it, its still a low grade. i have no idea how im gonna survive exams. there is no way in hell im sacrificing a moment of my summer vacation or an elective class slot for that trash

AdachiImouto

I know how hellish school can be. If I could, I would erase my awful high school memories. Easily the worst days of my life.

Just hang in there. And don't ever be afraid to vent. It's better than it bottling up and becoming something worse.

Hifumi Togo

You are already aware that I would support you.

imtherealklib

You realize you're stuck with us, right Boss? We're here for you, whether you like it or not!

imtherealklib

I tend to bottle things up and it's super not worth it. So if you ever need to talk, let me know! You don't gotta struggle alone!

FMF

Pretty much the same thing with me, minus the crying part, and I recently fixed my sleep schedule (kinda). My grades are the lowest I've ever had and my mom is extremely pissed with me. Just to put in perspective, I am a junior in public high school

glacier

Boss, your posts are always super entertaining. Just don't forget you have a community here that cares about you.

I also haven't been posting too much recently, I've just been busy with work, stress, and self-motivation. I spent Friday night just crying in my car in a McDonald's parking lot. I don't want to act as though I have it worse than you or anything, but I feel you Boss.

IamThou

OOC: We got your back boss, school is a really tough challenge, but if you can handle all of us posting random crap in your thousand plus posts cafe threads, then you can surely get through hell on earth.

*Gives boss an online bro-hug*

Boss

@pure_guy

I know it's late to mention, but I can't play sports. Not because im inactive but im almost completely blind

Mako-chan

Bro, we got you. The virtual hug cannons are ready to fire, just say the word.

pure-anon

boss!! i'm around if you need me!!

Boss

Thanks everyone, ill probably be active today just because I really need a break. That office I mentioned awhile back is something that I actually like and ill probably edit the wiki a little bit. Specifically my page. Oh and, for those who don't know I might as well go public with it. I am almost completely blind because of a genetic disease called achromatopsia. It's a bit package deal that just.... annoying to live with, especially with mental disorders

Souji Seta

Wishing you the best of luck! I imagine this is incredibly tough to deal with.

Kitagawa

Here lemmie just...

<lays on you>

I'm helping?

Mako-chan

Oh I'm jealous now.

MonoDj

I am ready to be stressed next week. I have to put 4 finals in 1 day during the week because of my Parents. It's a pain in the rear.

Boss

@Kitagawa not in a mental way, also, 4 exams @MonoDj? That blows....

Kitagawa

Well ass all I can do is lay on people probably.

I am not very useful.

MakotoSenpai

Honestly, if venting helps, just let everything out, really. I'm sure people here got your back.

Boss

It does help.