It’s like a gaping hole opened up in the empty void of the sky.
The void of my body and my, supposedly vulnerable heart,
assume a contorted shape,
Covered in old wounds.
I am distorted.

Please give me nothing, but a bloodstained love!
I feel as if I might crumble into a million pieces, out of sheer anxiety.
That’s why I’m so pained.

do you need help? I'm willing to.

You’re so gentle, and in truth,
I wish this could continue forever,
but my heart refuses to accept,
this modest sense of happiness.

I am twisted.
There’s nothing else I can do.
I try and try to put up with it,
but I’m just covered in wounds,
As if they belong to somebody else.

Please give me nothing, but a bloody kiss!
I wish for there to be a broken substitute for myself.
Please give me nothing but a bloodstained love!
I feel as if I might crumble into bits and pieces, out of sheer anxiety.

That’s why I’m so lonely.
For an eternity...

Okay, that's the whole thing. Why do i even write these?

cause you need a place to vent your depression into.

This is sad

@Shiza_Salad depression isn't a thing that i have, i am just tired, that's all.

Again, why do i say this?
Why do i think that someone cares?

Because Internet people care more usually. I mean they can't do anything but they care about people.

We all care

Being tired all the time is a major sign of depression, most of my family's gone through it, so I know about it. I appreciate your willingness to express yourself here, but wish you felt able to do more than write poems about it. For the greatest beauty often comes from the greatest of sorrows.

@Firematthew you mean that one minute of care?
It's obvious that i'll be forgotten, no matter how much i keep paining and hurting myself.

@Bgammax no, i am fine. I am okay.

@pure_girl
That's the exact line people say when they're not ok, not depressed people specifically, just people in general

@Bgammax i am fine, as i said. I am tired, i don't care anymore, i just wish to rest.

Look, I can't make you tell me anything, but I would appreciate it if you wouldn't tell me you're fine when you're obviously not. I'd rather you just say you don't want to talk about it and end it there, feels more honest.

I am just going to lie down, i'm tired.

Even if you are forgotten, an impact is still made. People are there for you. Why don't you talk to people and try to calm yourself. Just don't do anything that would be a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

It's okay, i'll get trough it. I just need time. Bye for now...

Have a good nap.

Have a nice rest and just... Don't do anything stupid, ok?

All our actions have a repercusion, even if you think what you do is little or naught. What we talk/write here will remain in our counciousness, and all we have done will remain with us and the rest, even if its for just a while. But everything that happens around us has the potential to mark our path.
Rest. And try to take care... however you can. As Bgammax said, dont do anything stupid. We will wait again for your next visit.

@pure_girl. I know I'm 5 hours late, and you aren't here right now, and that you won't see this but I'll say it anyway.

Hi! It's nice to hear from you again today. Honestly I look forward to seeing you on this forum. I'm not smart enough to understand your poetry but it's still nice to read. And seeing your Username is always a good way to cheer me up.

I know I know nothing about you but I personally consider you as a friend, something I don't have much of. And as for "one minute of care" you may not know this but just by being here you've helped me. It's always fun to talk to you, and at the cost of sounding like a terrible person, you've given me something to care about, which is a rare thing for me.

So thank you @pure_girl and I hope you overcome this obstacle in your life.