*Taking a deep breath, he closes his eyes. A little groan of pain escaoes his mouth before summoning his newfound persona: Big Boss*
*When he finished, Hillock opened one eye, before looking at his persona once more*
Do you remember Talos? These last days I couldn't summon him. It was blocked, he wouldn't answer my call.
...
You know, personas tend to have a secret meaning. Something to do with the ones that cast them. Talos... was meant to be the representation of my will. He was the deffender of my own determination. But when Robin died, he stopped working. Something was wrong.
*Hillock looked at his own feet, sighing*
I thought I was facing my problems, you know? But I was avoiding them too. When a fight happened, I tended to step back. My main role was to be on the shadows, watching. But here... the enemies I fight are far too powerful for me.
But that wasn't true... I wasn't using my whole potential... I was afraid, and so I runned...
...
...
As you said before, facing your problems is the only way to live now. Running away wont do any good anymore. But I think you realized that sooner than me. Big Boss here... is the proff of my new goal. His existence means I decided to not run, but attack.
...
*Big Boss slowly faded away, Hillock became less tense then*
... I'm not sure if this had anything to do with your problem. I just... felt that... you were in a similar position as me.
*sigh* Sorry.
What I wanted to say is that I'm not like Robin or the rest. And I think you did a good choice. I'm sure you will handle it with ease.
...
Just in case you... need some help from outside... keep my codec number, ok?
*Hillock sitted on the bed again, a troubeled expresion on his face*
Sorry. Do you want to talk about something more? I feel I haven't helped you at all...