*Deep breath* here we go...
Now, I know this ain't the time, and I know it ain't the place, and I know it ain't the mood, and I know you still hate me for what happened on the beach but I gotta say it anyway, cuz if I don't say it now I'll never work the courage to ever again, sooo...
I uh, I really uh, like you, you're pretty, you're attractive, but most of all you've got the most kindest heart of anyone I've ever met, and I get super nervous whenever you're kind to me, cuz I don't know how to interact with people on anything other than a superficial level and I know I don't deserve you're kindness.
See, I'm not a good guy, my heart is only half of what it should be, I'm missing vital parts of it, like the part to care about others before myself, and the part that feels remorse for actions that don't effect me, I've done things that you would never forgive, Killed innocent people, left entire dimensions to die just to save myself, and even now I only feel remorse for them, not because I regret what I've done but because I know that they're actions you'd hate me for.
So Basically, I Like you, but I don't deserve you and you deserve better than me. And I'm so sorry I made you cry...
That's all. Feel free to hate me, hit me, anything, because the kinder you are to me the more it hurts...
