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I'm too nervous to start it, but I just wanna say you're one of my favorite posters on here. Sorry if this post seems unnecessary.
I love my cats, I know one of them loves me back but the other one is so timid I don't know if he loves me.
Also I don't think frogs are technically capable of forming bonds and it upsets me.
Also I don't think frogs are technically capable of forming bonds and it upsets me.
I was waiting for someone to post something else too since I didn't want to be the first lol
Um... I just wanna say thanks to whoever made this site since it's given me a lot to smile about in the past weeks I've been playing around on here!
Um... I just wanna say thanks to whoever made this site since it's given me a lot to smile about in the past weeks I've been playing around on here!
@Kitagawa Aww that sounds like my cat, he's so tsundere it hurts lol but when I get really depressed he's always really sweet and curls up next to me 😻
@SF-Akira-Lover Couldn't agree more. I found this site a few days after beating Persona 5, and have been greatly enjoying my time here.
The past two semesters have been really rough for me, I've had a hard time motivating myself to do anything quite frankly, and I've been struggling with school/my future. I just don't know what to do with my life, but Persona 5 and this site have been a fun escape for the past month or so. The shitposting was mildly annoying at first, but I've come to love it, and the site has grown so quickly. My apologies if that was a bit more than you had intended this thread to be, but regardless, thanks for making the phan-site even more enjoyable.
The past two semesters have been really rough for me, I've had a hard time motivating myself to do anything quite frankly, and I've been struggling with school/my future. I just don't know what to do with my life, but Persona 5 and this site have been a fun escape for the past month or so. The shitposting was mildly annoying at first, but I've come to love it, and the site has grown so quickly. My apologies if that was a bit more than you had intended this thread to be, but regardless, thanks for making the phan-site even more enjoyable.
@SF-Akira-Lover
I have two cats. One is a very lovey and talkative bean who will sacrifice everything just to sleep on me. (He will literally begin to purr anytime I relax near him.)
The other one is very timid and generally hides but he will let me snuggle sometimes, only on his own terms though. And also sometimes not even that. Sometimes he walks over to me, purring like he wants snuggles, but then backs off when I try to pet him. He just wants me to watch him I guess.
I have two cats. One is a very lovey and talkative bean who will sacrifice everything just to sleep on me. (He will literally begin to purr anytime I relax near him.)
The other one is very timid and generally hides but he will let me snuggle sometimes, only on his own terms though. And also sometimes not even that. Sometimes he walks over to me, purring like he wants snuggles, but then backs off when I try to pet him. He just wants me to watch him I guess.
And yeah, this forum has been fun. I joined on a whim because someone linked me to a shitpost and was all "lol look at this"
Tried a bunch of different Yusuke names because I am a slut for Yusuke, got this one, realized it was pretty decent, was like "shit now I guess I have to do things"
And do things I did. Now my frog is a meme and I pour coffee down my pants anytime I work.
I actually used to be terrified of forums before this place, lol.
Tried a bunch of different Yusuke names because I am a slut for Yusuke, got this one, realized it was pretty decent, was like "shit now I guess I have to do things"
And do things I did. Now my frog is a meme and I pour coffee down my pants anytime I work.
I actually used to be terrified of forums before this place, lol.
@glacier yeah I can understand all the pressure with school and stuff... I had to drop a lot of my classes this semester and hope for the best in the fall. Are you in HS or college?
I like posting anon comments since you can say stupid stuff but posting in the forums kinda gives you the chance to make connections and stuff, I know it's a bit sappy to say that haha
I like posting anon comments since you can say stupid stuff but posting in the forums kinda gives you the chance to make connections and stuff, I know it's a bit sappy to say that haha
The pouring coffee down your pants gets me every time. I always imagine Yusuke pouring coffee down his pants with a blank stare on his face.
@SF-Akira-Lover College, this is my third-year. This year has by far the worst I've ever done too. In HS I was a C student, college I've taken much more seriously, and have typically gotten good grades. I went to community for two years to take gen-ed's and try and figure out what I wanted to do. I finally transferred to a university this year and picked a major that I'm not even sure I care about at all. This semester started out fine...but then I just stopped showing up for my classes entirely. There'd be days that I just could not get myself to get out of bed. I haven't seen final grades yet but I am positive I failed everything, which is truly a new low for me.
I don't mean to ask for a pity party here, I'm just kinda venting due to the nature of the thread.
I don't mean to ask for a pity party here, I'm just kinda venting due to the nature of the thread.
@Kitagawa I'm still kinda of terrified myself with forums... But I'm slowly realizing it's okay here, at least lol
My cat sounds like a mix between both of your cats! There are times he wants to be adored and times he wants to be alone but my cat tolerants me so much since I love hugging him and picking him up and he never scratches at me!
What are your cats name? My cat is named Striker but I always call him Nii-chan since he use to be the older brother
My cat sounds like a mix between both of your cats! There are times he wants to be adored and times he wants to be alone but my cat tolerants me so much since I love hugging him and picking him up and he never scratches at me!
What are your cats name? My cat is named Striker but I always call him Nii-chan since he use to be the older brother
Tbh, I don't understand the stress of schooling and stuff. It's from my own ignorance though as my job was selected for me the moment I was born so like... all I had to do was get past high school and I did.
Now my family is going to teach me how to take over the family business and I guess I'm gonna be fairly wealthy in due time? I dunno, shit's weird when you're born in the right families.
Now my family is going to teach me how to take over the family business and I guess I'm gonna be fairly wealthy in due time? I dunno, shit's weird when you're born in the right families.
I'm an introvert IRL. I'm not a very social person, but Persona has helped me to realize that there are people out there that are actually really kind and that it's alright to express yourself.
I used to be afraid of posting stuff online or RPing because people might criticize me, especially with how the word "cringy" is being used a lot nowadays. Joining this site changed that.
I just want to thank Atlus for making this series and Mishima for the Phansite and helping me talk to people online again.
I used to be afraid of posting stuff online or RPing because people might criticize me, especially with how the word "cringy" is being used a lot nowadays. Joining this site changed that.
I just want to thank Atlus for making this series and Mishima for the Phansite and helping me talk to people online again.
@SF-Akira-Lover
The lovey potato is Tripp and the small wiggler is Rami.
I love to squish Tripp he's so chubby and he loves any attention I give him. I actually saved his live shortly after he was born and raised this cat though so like... of course he's my little baby potato.
The lovey potato is Tripp and the small wiggler is Rami.
I love to squish Tripp he's so chubby and he loves any attention I give him. I actually saved his live shortly after he was born and raised this cat though so like... of course he's my little baby potato.
@glacier no don't apologize! That's what this thread is all about!
Tbh honest, that's how my spring semester started too... It felt like it was going way too fast, like right after the first week teachers would mention about midterms already. I was studying the major I wanted and truly loved but I think the pressure got to me and I had to drop my classes.
I feel you with the whole can't get out of bed thing. Plus, it feels good to know you're not the only one who feels this way or 'why can't I get my act together like everybody else?' Kinda thing
Tbh honest, that's how my spring semester started too... It felt like it was going way too fast, like right after the first week teachers would mention about midterms already. I was studying the major I wanted and truly loved but I think the pressure got to me and I had to drop my classes.
I feel you with the whole can't get out of bed thing. Plus, it feels good to know you're not the only one who feels this way or 'why can't I get my act together like everybody else?' Kinda thing
I have quite a few friends IRL that I appreciate greatly, and try to hang out with them when I can, yet somehow I always end up feeling horribly lonely most of the time. I've tried to join forums before but I would always stop posting relatively quickly. This forum has kept me entertained and I think part of that is due to the theme of the forum. Of course the community can be great as well, but combining my love of Persona with a forum that also loves Persona is great. This site has been my escape ever since I beat Persona. I'm currently on NG+ and browse this site while I play.
@SF-Akira-Lover I appreciate the words, and yes, it is nice to know I'm not alone in not being able to get my shit together. I'm 21, but sometimes it feels like I'm a washed up middle aged man, if that even makes sense.
@glacier
Most of the time my PS4 just goes into sleep mode because I've been browsing the site for a long time 😂
Most of the time my PS4 just goes into sleep mode because I've been browsing the site for a long time 😂
@IamThou
I'm in kind of a weird stance with how social I am. I am technically someone who thrives off of social interaction and literally one of the quickest ways to make myself depressed is to isolate myself from others but at the same time I can have such an abrasive personality sometimes that it scares people away so I usually tend to not get close to people because I will most likely scare them off at some point anyways.
But like, heck. I just do whatever these days. If I wanna RP in public then I'll hecking do it who cares if someone mocks me at least I'm having a good time.
This forum is a good place.
I'm in kind of a weird stance with how social I am. I am technically someone who thrives off of social interaction and literally one of the quickest ways to make myself depressed is to isolate myself from others but at the same time I can have such an abrasive personality sometimes that it scares people away so I usually tend to not get close to people because I will most likely scare them off at some point anyways.
But like, heck. I just do whatever these days. If I wanna RP in public then I'll hecking do it who cares if someone mocks me at least I'm having a good time.
This forum is a good place.
Damn, going on this site is like facing your shadow.
Though like... my personality is so much that I have literally never had any IRL friends.
Probably why I crave social interactions so much.
Probably why I crave social interactions so much.
@Kitagawa Tripp and Rami are such cute names~~ Yeah, they do grow on you after awhile they stop being pets and start becoming furbabies lol
I keep telling my parents that's going to be their grandson so treat Striker nicely!
@IamThou Mishima made this whole website by himself!?! Woah, I didn't even know I thought it might have been a team of people... Mishima-san!!! Thank you!!!
I keep telling my parents that's going to be their grandson so treat Striker nicely!
@IamThou Mishima made this whole website by himself!?! Woah, I didn't even know I thought it might have been a team of people... Mishima-san!!! Thank you!!!
@IamThou Oh man, sometimes I'll be browsing this site for too long and forget who I was going to hang out with/if I had decided to go to the metaverse or what have you. I'll look up and go "wait, what did I decide to do again?"
@IamThou
Haha, I have faced my shadows long ago. I understand... EVERYTHING.
Haha, I have faced my shadows long ago. I understand... EVERYTHING.
This is the first forum I've joined, and I've come to actually enjoy most of the posts, even the fecal ones.
@SF-Akira-Lover
I think Joker helps him out a bit since they're apparently in the same field.
I think Joker helps him out a bit since they're apparently in the same field.
@SF-Akira-Lover
Rami is actually technically my sister's cat though, but she's a horrible cat mother. She's rarely home because she is out with her boyfriend so I give her cat all of the love she never gives it and now I am basically the only person in this house that he won't run away from simply by seeing them.
He runs and hides from everyone else.
Rami is actually technically my sister's cat though, but she's a horrible cat mother. She's rarely home because she is out with her boyfriend so I give her cat all of the love she never gives it and now I am basically the only person in this house that he won't run away from simply by seeing them.
He runs and hides from everyone else.
@Kitagawa I think I know what you mean. My personality isn't abrasive, but I tend to push people away for stupid reasons, whether it's my intention or not. Sometimes it almost feels as though if I get too close to someone I fear I'll end up hurting them by doing something stupid or saying the wrong thing. I don't know why I do these things to myself, especially because part of me wants the opposite.
Part of me wants to be happy and motivated, whereas the other part of me just wants to hide away and have a pity party for myself inside my head all day.
Part of me wants to be happy and motivated, whereas the other part of me just wants to hide away and have a pity party for myself inside my head all day.
@IamThou
Nope. I just fix computers.
The site is 100% pure Mishima. I don't know the first thing about the new age code he uses.
Nope. I just fix computers.
The site is 100% pure Mishima. I don't know the first thing about the new age code he uses.
A part of me wants to talk to other people, but another part of me is afraid that I might just disturb them.
@glacier
Honestly like... I think I am too blunt and have too little care for others but like... I have been through so much I struggle immensely to make genuine bonds with people and the few times I have they have been thrown in my face so....
Yeah.. I'm kind of an asshole.
Honestly like... I think I am too blunt and have too little care for others but like... I have been through so much I struggle immensely to make genuine bonds with people and the few times I have they have been thrown in my face so....
Yeah.. I'm kind of an asshole.
I am a man of masks though. I am nothing and I can replace that with whatever the other person wants to see.
In case you hadn't noticed how I sort of swap personalities randomly, lol.
In case you hadn't noticed how I sort of swap personalities randomly, lol.
@Kitagawa
I don't think you're an asshole. I think other people should be more understanding of you.
I don't think you're an asshole. I think other people should be more understanding of you.
@glacier yeah I have some friends in RL but they live far away and a lot of times I don't really feel close to them even though we're friends and I think feeling lost in life in general makes you feel older lol people in real life think I'm 10yrs older because of it
@Kitagawa I feel like I could never be my true self with friends so I always have to "act" to feel accepted so I always have a wall up with most people if not everyone... It makes me wish I could the MC of an anime and have that group of friends that can see through all the BS/barriers/etc and love you for you (ahh, now I'm getting really sappy)
@Kitagawa I feel like I could never be my true self with friends so I always have to "act" to feel accepted so I always have a wall up with most people if not everyone... It makes me wish I could the MC of an anime and have that group of friends that can see through all the BS/barriers/etc and love you for you (ahh, now I'm getting really sappy)
@SF-Akira-Lover
I'm generally my "true self" with people I actually want to try to friend with 'cuz like... heck, what's even the point of a friendship built on lies? If they are gonna end up leaving me the moment I show my true colors better done before I get too attached.
It's probably why I only have like two friends that actually stay around, but better two loyal friends than a bunch that just stay around for my act.
I'm generally my "true self" with people I actually want to try to friend with 'cuz like... heck, what's even the point of a friendship built on lies? If they are gonna end up leaving me the moment I show my true colors better done before I get too attached.
It's probably why I only have like two friends that actually stay around, but better two loyal friends than a bunch that just stay around for my act.
@Kitagawa Poor Rami at least he has someone to take care of him! It's really sad when people get pets and kinda ignore them ;-; my sister has a dog and she just keeps him smelly and locked in the backyard
Tbh though this is probably the closest to my true self that I have shown here thus far. So like, if y'all out there wanna friend me take a good look.
I'm a blunt and kinda insensitive person and I ain't changing it.
I'm a blunt and kinda insensitive person and I ain't changing it.
@Kitagawa you're right but I'm too afraid of being my true self so I just try not to get too attached
@SF-Akira-Lover
I feel you, I was once afraid. Then I sorta just stopped caring about most things and was all "eh whatever let's just get this shit outta the way"
I feel you, I was once afraid. Then I sorta just stopped caring about most things and was all "eh whatever let's just get this shit outta the way"
I think the anonymous online relationships we've built on this forum have been a fun thing for all of us. I've never opened up about this stuff to anyone other than a few friends before, and to think I'd be here at 3AM telling internet strangers. I love this forum.
(I don't like talking on forums all that much. It's a very pleasant community here though. Just want to make a small note that everyone seems to be quite a fun person, and simply reading through posts throughout the day livens it up a bit.)
@Kitagawa this is going to sound so cheesy but how do you stop caring? It feels like Ive been faking all this time I don't even know how to really act in front of people besides try to please everyone. It gets so tiring tbh
It's like I've become the mask...
@glacier I really hate when you get stuck in between that optimistic 'I can do it' mood and 'nah, eff this shit... I'll do it tomorrow' kinda of mood
It's like I've become the mask...
@glacier I really hate when you get stuck in between that optimistic 'I can do it' mood and 'nah, eff this shit... I'll do it tomorrow' kinda of mood
Meanwhile I tell basically everyone. Well, eventually. So many people try to get close to me and I am like "that might be a bad idea and here's why: <entire backstory>"
I think it really has to do with the format and not having to show your face or hear your voice as you talk, that makes forums work, I guess
In real life, I'd probably start bawling saying half of this to someone face to face lol
Plus I read somewhere that you're conversation get more honest and open late at night, like around this time
In real life, I'd probably start bawling saying half of this to someone face to face lol
Plus I read somewhere that you're conversation get more honest and open late at night, like around this time
@SF-Akira-Lover It can royally suck, I wish that motivation would last forever. Especially those fleeting moments of happiness. Life can be such a tease sometimes.
@SF-Akira-Lover
Tbh it's not something that's easy to do. There's no real steps to it. You just... stop. You just gotta reach a point where you're just like "I'm done with this" and then just throw out your ability to give a shit.
It took me like three months and a lot of evaluation of my mental state and a lot of meditation. But thanks to that I have an incredible understanding of how my mind works. I know why I think in certain ways... I know who I act in certain ways... and I can actually explain it to other people in case I actually do snap and do something bad.
Doesn't excuse anything bad I do, but at least there's a reason I guess.
Tbh it's not something that's easy to do. There's no real steps to it. You just... stop. You just gotta reach a point where you're just like "I'm done with this" and then just throw out your ability to give a shit.
It took me like three months and a lot of evaluation of my mental state and a lot of meditation. But thanks to that I have an incredible understanding of how my mind works. I know why I think in certain ways... I know who I act in certain ways... and I can actually explain it to other people in case I actually do snap and do something bad.
Doesn't excuse anything bad I do, but at least there's a reason I guess.
*why
Lol I would stare someone straight in the face and say this stuff without crying.
Fun fact: I literally can't genuinely cry in front of others. Due to how I was raised having strength considered of such importance my body will not allow myself to cry in front of others.
Fun fact: I literally can't genuinely cry in front of others. Due to how I was raised having strength considered of such importance my body will not allow myself to cry in front of others.
So, according to @Kitagawa, I've started going down the wrong path. As I just now started to take peoples thoughts and words to heart, and I've always ignored that. One prime example of this is my outfit. Before today, I always wore a v-neck t-shirt, sweatpants, and a pair of Zelda slip-on Vans. But today I borrowed a friend's wardrobe and wore clothes that would look appealing to others and to show off how good I could look if I tried. Hell, I was also hoping I could attract a girl. Should I stop now, or see where this new road takes me?
@Kitagawa I tried the whole medicine/doctor route...and I really wished it worked for me like it works for others but I realized it's something I have to power through at this point since I'll be damned to let my depression/anxiety/etc. control my life forever. I'm already at the 'I done with this shit' point since I'm 23 yrs old and just coasting through life but yeah... It's just one slow day at a time
@glacier some of my old coworkers use to have this saying 'life's a bitch but I'm making it my bitch' or something like that, it use to make things a bit more funny when I thought of it that way
@glacier some of my old coworkers use to have this saying 'life's a bitch but I'm making it my bitch' or something like that, it use to make things a bit more funny when I thought of it that way
@FMF
I think you should show your individuality.
I think you should show your individuality.
@FMF
There is no wrong path in life. Do what makes you most happy. If you enjoy looking good for others and catering them to them then do so. I'm not here to tell people to live like me.
Happiness is such a difficult thing to achieve and while it may have been out of my grasp for a while I would do nearly anything to try and recapture it, without sacrificing my views of course.
Try not to let it slip away in the first place.
There is no wrong path in life. Do what makes you most happy. If you enjoy looking good for others and catering them to them then do so. I'm not here to tell people to live like me.
Happiness is such a difficult thing to achieve and while it may have been out of my grasp for a while I would do nearly anything to try and recapture it, without sacrificing my views of course.
Try not to let it slip away in the first place.
@Kitagawa Holy shit, that's so true! That's why I can't about this stuff in front of people! I would rather laugh/smile my ass off before letting someone see me shed a tear! But it sounds more Stoic and cool when you say it like that, I just use humor
I'm content with my life.
@FMF if it makes you happy or you're interested in trying different wardrobes, go for it!
@SF-Akira-Lover
I've never done any doctor stuff, I don't trust them after it took them 17 years to diagnose my autism, lol. So I mean- I guess I am not technically medically diagnosed as depressed but there's at least an 80% chance I am medically depressed. Runs in my family, strangely enough.
Have you tried meditating though? It's very relaxing to just be able to sit there and have nothing in your mind troubling you, even if it is only temporary.
I've never done any doctor stuff, I don't trust them after it took them 17 years to diagnose my autism, lol. So I mean- I guess I am not technically medically diagnosed as depressed but there's at least an 80% chance I am medically depressed. Runs in my family, strangely enough.
Have you tried meditating though? It's very relaxing to just be able to sit there and have nothing in your mind troubling you, even if it is only temporary.
Time to go back to RPing Lavenza.
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@SF-Akira-Lover It's simple, but I kinda like that
Also on the topic of meditating, I'd like to give it a try one day. I feel like meditation could only improve ones mental state.
Also on the topic of meditating, I'd like to give it a try one day. I feel like meditation could only improve ones mental state.
@glacier
It really does help- I've learned from experience. My mental state has significantly improved ever since I started regularly meditating.
It really does help- I've learned from experience. My mental state has significantly improved ever since I started regularly meditating.
@Kitagawa well, so far, I've lived with the mentality of "everyone first, me second", but I'm also somewhat on the shy side, so I can hardly really help anyone unless I know them. But recently, I've been coming out of that shell, albeit really slowly. I give people paper if they ask me, even if it's my last paper (small example), but for close friends, I practically do anything for them within my ability.
@FMF
There is nothing wrong with putting others first- I honestly do the same when it comes to my friends.
I'm a pretty big douche but once people show their resilience to my personality and cement themselves as a true friend I become their big douche and I immediately care about them more than most others.
But look deep within yourself and think- Does your current state make you happy? If there's things you don't like, change. Personalities can be bent more than people seem to think.
For example- I actually used to be fairly timid. Am I still timid? Yes, technically. Every single bold action I do bites me back a little. Do I regret becoming bolder and going against who I am? Not at all, I would be far less happy if I was too scared to do many things.
It can be hard at times, but just do what you want.
There is nothing wrong with putting others first- I honestly do the same when it comes to my friends.
I'm a pretty big douche but once people show their resilience to my personality and cement themselves as a true friend I become their big douche and I immediately care about them more than most others.
But look deep within yourself and think- Does your current state make you happy? If there's things you don't like, change. Personalities can be bent more than people seem to think.
For example- I actually used to be fairly timid. Am I still timid? Yes, technically. Every single bold action I do bites me back a little. Do I regret becoming bolder and going against who I am? Not at all, I would be far less happy if I was too scared to do many things.
It can be hard at times, but just do what you want.
@Kitagawa I tried it a couple of times but it definitely interested me so I should pick it up again, that and exercise which apparently helps with depression naturally
Aww, I hope you be can be my 'big douche' friend one day!
Aww, I hope you be can be my 'big douche' friend one day!
@SF-Akira-Lover
It can be very difficult to get started, especially if you're in certain environments. I actually live in a forest so being surrounded by the sounds of nature is prime meditation material for me.
It will probably be more difficult for people elsewhere though.
It can be very difficult to get started, especially if you're in certain environments. I actually live in a forest so being surrounded by the sounds of nature is prime meditation material for me.
It will probably be more difficult for people elsewhere though.
@Kitagawa I see, thanks for the words of wisdom, I'll take them to heart.
@SF-Akira-Lover
Oh- and uh... maybe. Sorry, I am a bit out of it currently. I was supposed to be asleep a while ago but I am in a bit of physical pain due to some things today so I am sorta just waiting until I pass out.
Literally only the part about meditating seems to have actually stuck, the rest sorta went right out until I read it over again.
Oh- and uh... maybe. Sorry, I am a bit out of it currently. I was supposed to be asleep a while ago but I am in a bit of physical pain due to some things today so I am sorta just waiting until I pass out.
Literally only the part about meditating seems to have actually stuck, the rest sorta went right out until I read it over again.
@Kitagawa I live more in the rural part of the suburbs so there are plenty of beautiful parks available to meditate in! Maybe I should try it tomorrow if the weather stays good~
@Kitagawa No, it's okay! It's getting pretty late and I'm sure you need some rest! Feel better, okay? Don't overexert yourself too much!
@SF-Akira-Lover
Tomorrow is supposed to be a full moon, at least for me. Oh- I hope the night is clear. I love meditating under the light of full moons.
Probably residual from when I was in middle school and I genuinely convinced myself I was a werewolf. I swear- some of it has actually stuck. Like how moonlight hitting me overnight is enough to wake me up at times. I also feel a very natural draw to the moon as well.
Tomorrow is supposed to be a full moon, at least for me. Oh- I hope the night is clear. I love meditating under the light of full moons.
Probably residual from when I was in middle school and I genuinely convinced myself I was a werewolf. I swear- some of it has actually stuck. Like how moonlight hitting me overnight is enough to wake me up at times. I also feel a very natural draw to the moon as well.
hello!!
i'm really glad you all have been opening up to each other!!
for my part, i want to apologize for being really quiet recently!! i've been feeling way more anxious than usual for some reason!!
i'm really glad you all have been opening up to each other!!
for my part, i want to apologize for being really quiet recently!! i've been feeling way more anxious than usual for some reason!!
@Kitagawa the moon holds a lot of significance to me as well, I jokingly refer to it as Tsuki-sama because it feels like a higher being just out of reach.
I swear I went through the whole wolf/werewolf phase thanks to wolf's rain and all those teen romance books.
That reminds me, I should try and put my cards out in the moonlight. It's really tough finding a spot in my house where the moonlight peeks through lol
I swear I went through the whole wolf/werewolf phase thanks to wolf's rain and all those teen romance books.
That reminds me, I should try and put my cards out in the moonlight. It's really tough finding a spot in my house where the moonlight peeks through lol
@pure-anon
It is alright, that's not an easy thing to keep under control. You don't need to apologize for it.
It is alright, that's not an easy thing to keep under control. You don't need to apologize for it.
@pure-anon hello pureanon!
It's nice to finally "meet" you! I always thought you we're just an anon on the comment section! But the legend is true!
It's nice to finally "meet" you! I always thought you we're just an anon on the comment section! But the legend is true!
i ended up moving here because the anon tracker got really spammy for a day!!
i've been wanting to ask if you were the SF-anon that gave me my name!!
i've been wanting to ask if you were the SF-anon that gave me my name!!
@pure-anon it's okay, that sort of thing just comes in waves tbh... One day perfectly okay and then next your holed up in your house (it doesn't have to be that extreme tho)
@SF-Akira-Lover
I don't even know why I love the moon so much- maybe it has something to do with the night itself. Most people seem to think of nighttime as a time of darkness and terror, but I find it all very relaxing. For me it is a time of peace.
I have always been a man of the night. I remember sneaking out a lot as a kid- not for anything bad... simply to be able to go outside during the dead of night and feel it.
There's just something about the eerie calmness of a thick forest at 2 am that really calls to me.
I don't even know why I love the moon so much- maybe it has something to do with the night itself. Most people seem to think of nighttime as a time of darkness and terror, but I find it all very relaxing. For me it is a time of peace.
I have always been a man of the night. I remember sneaking out a lot as a kid- not for anything bad... simply to be able to go outside during the dead of night and feel it.
There's just something about the eerie calmness of a thick forest at 2 am that really calls to me.
@pure-anon
Hm, I've never used the anon tracker aside from those few moments where the forums were down.
Someone such as myself does not enjoy anonymity, I like it when people know who I am and where to find me again if need be.
Hm, I've never used the anon tracker aside from those few moments where the forums were down.
Someone such as myself does not enjoy anonymity, I like it when people know who I am and where to find me again if need be.
@pure-anon yeah I'm SF anon lol
gosh... I said some crazy stuff on the comment section, didn't I? I think another anon named you tho but I think I said the name was super cute!
gosh... I said some crazy stuff on the comment section, didn't I? I think another anon named you tho but I think I said the name was super cute!
Finally feel tired enough to sleep though- so there will be no more responses from me.
good night kitagawa!! i hope you sleep well!!
@Kitagawa I really love driving at night with the windows down, the roads are usually empty and the cool night air coming in feels so blissful and the cherry on top was always being able to see the moon while driving.
I used to go "moon chasing" with someone I once loved a lot and I would drive to different parts in town to get the best view of the moon as the night went on and text each other the differences and what not.
I really love the mystery, the lore and just it's general appearance of the moon. In winter, when the days get dark earlier the moon seems so big! There are times where the moon takes that haunting orange color to an angry ruddy color during the winter. And then there's the moon that comes in different shades of pearl and ivory and rests so high in the sky~
The moon is a beautiful sight to behold, it feels really nostalgic and homelike to just sit and watch it as the night passes
I used to go "moon chasing" with someone I once loved a lot and I would drive to different parts in town to get the best view of the moon as the night went on and text each other the differences and what not.
I really love the mystery, the lore and just it's general appearance of the moon. In winter, when the days get dark earlier the moon seems so big! There are times where the moon takes that haunting orange color to an angry ruddy color during the winter. And then there's the moon that comes in different shades of pearl and ivory and rests so high in the sky~
The moon is a beautiful sight to behold, it feels really nostalgic and homelike to just sit and watch it as the night passes
Lolol sorry for the rant, goodnight~!
Just my failures in general. My dread as an artist, I feel humiliated if can't get anyone like any my work. I don't want sympathy of reassuring. I want pure honesty. I have a weak smile to brush it off but really, kinda feel embarrassed
Suing my school for a lot of stuff, my stress and baggage hinders my living and I don't know how to get through life with both physical and mental disabilities. I can't remember anything past the age of 6 and im not sure I value what I should
Okay, so.
I'm a weird person, or atleast it's always been that way. This "oddity" about myself has made life pretty difficult and school was basically miserable because I was an honest kid to my own detriment. People went out of there way to exaggerate and essentially made me a legend, and this followed me through my school years.
After graduation I completely collapsed, I told myself I had no place in the world, I didn't wanna deal with people at all, had some emotional scars from school and was just waiting to die ie. Futaba.
But someone in my life saved me and I'm alive because of her; she showed me that the world was changing and being someone like me wasn't so weird anymore, so I gave the world another chance. I'm still a bit of a mess with no self esteem, anxiety and I cannot handle crowds unless I hide my head or face, but I'm a little better atleast.
I took to Persona as a series about facing yourself and giving life a second go, since well, yeah. Persona 5, with its theme of rebellion, finding your own place in the world and refusing to be chained by society resognated with me like perfectly.
And so I complete the game, socks blown off, later a friend says "Hey, there's a real Phansite now!" the rest is history...ish.
So yeah
Feels weird spilling my guts publically. I better get an actual Persona for this
I'm a weird person, or atleast it's always been that way. This "oddity" about myself has made life pretty difficult and school was basically miserable because I was an honest kid to my own detriment. People went out of there way to exaggerate and essentially made me a legend, and this followed me through my school years.
After graduation I completely collapsed, I told myself I had no place in the world, I didn't wanna deal with people at all, had some emotional scars from school and was just waiting to die ie. Futaba.
But someone in my life saved me and I'm alive because of her; she showed me that the world was changing and being someone like me wasn't so weird anymore, so I gave the world another chance. I'm still a bit of a mess with no self esteem, anxiety and I cannot handle crowds unless I hide my head or face, but I'm a little better atleast.
I took to Persona as a series about facing yourself and giving life a second go, since well, yeah. Persona 5, with its theme of rebellion, finding your own place in the world and refusing to be chained by society resognated with me like perfectly.
And so I complete the game, socks blown off, later a friend says "Hey, there's a real Phansite now!" the rest is history...ish.
So yeah
Feels weird spilling my guts publically. I better get an actual Persona for this
I honestly just have no reason to live. I have no goals in life, no ambitions, whatever. Honestly I was thinking about just killing myself once i move out. I really have no place in the world. It doesn't help that I'm constantly miserable and always feel like shit either. Everyone I love leaves me at some point, or I just lose contact with them. Sometimes it turns out they didn't like me in the first place and just makes me feel worse. I just wish for death
Change my heart pls
Change my heart pls
This thread is super sad....everybody here needs a plate of cookies, some milk, and hugs
@Hacker_Of_Justice
*Hugs*
You're a great person, HOJ. You've inspired me to start making fanfics, which I love doing. You've also given me some laughs from your stories.
If you die, I will really be sad.
*Hugs*
You're a great person, HOJ. You've inspired me to start making fanfics, which I love doing. You've also given me some laughs from your stories.
If you die, I will really be sad.
I just
I'm so tired.
I'm so tired of waking up every morning only to do nothing all day with no motivation. I have nothing to live for.
I'm so tired.
I'm so tired of waking up every morning only to do nothing all day with no motivation. I have nothing to live for.
@Hacker_Of_Justice
C'mon, you're great at writing, all of us like you, you're fun to have in threads. Saying you have nothing well....I don't know what you might have, out of the forum I don't know who you are, but if the way you act behind the mask is any indication, you're an awesome person. All of you are.
C'mon, you're great at writing, all of us like you, you're fun to have in threads. Saying you have nothing well....I don't know what you might have, out of the forum I don't know who you are, but if the way you act behind the mask is any indication, you're an awesome person. All of you are.
@Hacker_Of_Justice
If we didn't have you here, would I have hit 1000 on Leblanc 6? Would trapsuke have been popular? Would we have the fan fictions that are an actual pleasure to read? Not without you
If we didn't have you here, would I have hit 1000 on Leblanc 6? Would trapsuke have been popular? Would we have the fan fictions that are an actual pleasure to read? Not without you
@Hacker_Of_Justice
I'm feeling a bit like you actually. I've never really wanted any job that would be possible to get, so I always thought that I would end up on Youtube. But recently, the advertiser strike that's basically putting every youtuber in a hole has made me realize something, and that is that Youtube is a highly unstable job. Now I believe my life past high school is just a giant gap until death. But I do know this, life will always work out, even if it doesn't seem like it. When my dad left, I was still able to carry on, knowing that he's okay and my mom will find someone else. My dad now lives in Michigan with his brother and my mom has found someone that my family can trust. I know that I'll find some way to make youtube work, and I know you can find something to get you on track to finding happiness.
I'm feeling a bit like you actually. I've never really wanted any job that would be possible to get, so I always thought that I would end up on Youtube. But recently, the advertiser strike that's basically putting every youtuber in a hole has made me realize something, and that is that Youtube is a highly unstable job. Now I believe my life past high school is just a giant gap until death. But I do know this, life will always work out, even if it doesn't seem like it. When my dad left, I was still able to carry on, knowing that he's okay and my mom will find someone else. My dad now lives in Michigan with his brother and my mom has found someone that my family can trust. I know that I'll find some way to make youtube work, and I know you can find something to get you on track to finding happiness.
@Hacker_Of_Justice You are absolutely not alone. I have felt that way for the past two semesters.
Being alone fucking sucks
@IamThou Also, thank you for starting this thread, it's by far been the best one I've participated in thus far.
Aww
You guys are so sweet
You guys are so sweet
@Hacker_Of_Justice
i used to be in a very similar place!! i don't want to insult you with platitudes, but life always has the potential to change!!
i used to be in a very similar place!! i don't want to insult you with platitudes, but life always has the potential to change!!
I guess you could say
Life Will Change :^)
Life Will Change :^)
Haha I bet you never saw it coming ;)
i had to physically restrain myself from making that pun, but yes!!
Thank you guys. I feel a lot better, I really mean it. 💖
💖💖💖
@Hacker_Of_Justice
♥♥♥♥♥ feel better ♥♥♥♥♥
I know life can be hard but just take it one day at a time!
♥♥♥♥♥ feel better ♥♥♥♥♥
I know life can be hard but just take it one day at a time!
@Hacker_Of_Justice
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I'm glad you're feeling better now.
*Hugs you like a sister*
💕
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I'm glad you're feeling better now.
*Hugs you like a sister*
💕
It doesn't matter if it's a bunch of random anons on the internet or people you know in real life, know that no matter what you're going through you're not alone. I had heard it before, but @SF-Akira-Lover's story helped me realize that.
@glacier I'm glad my story could help someone honestly~
I don't really care for waifus, @IamThou. I'm pretty much messing around when it comes to us.
I do like being here though, and interacting with you all is proving quite relaxing. It helps take my mind off of things. Thanks @all
I do like being here though, and interacting with you all is proving quite relaxing. It helps take my mind off of things. Thanks @all
@Liam
I know. I was actually just bored and did that.
I know. I was actually just bored and did that.
All right, I'll give my confession.
I'm incredibly introverted, to the point where I feel uncomfortable talking to people on the internet, so I was terrified while I was making my account. I wanted to join in the fun but was afraid I would be ineffectual, or worse hated.
But you guys have been so kind to me in the past few days that I actually feel more comfortable talking to you guys than I am talking to my parents. I've even found myself in a couple of lore important events!
So Thank you guys, for being so kind and accepting towards me.
I'm incredibly introverted, to the point where I feel uncomfortable talking to people on the internet, so I was terrified while I was making my account. I wanted to join in the fun but was afraid I would be ineffectual, or worse hated.
But you guys have been so kind to me in the past few days that I actually feel more comfortable talking to you guys than I am talking to my parents. I've even found myself in a couple of lore important events!
So Thank you guys, for being so kind and accepting towards me.
^-^ You'd be surprised by how nice the internet can be. There are a lot of loving communities like this one around.
BUT, that doesn't mean you should neglect your real life ! Love your parents too °^° they'll be grateful and may end up giving you a bit more allowance ;3
BUT, that doesn't mean you should neglect your real life ! Love your parents too °^° they'll be grateful and may end up giving you a bit more allowance ;3
Unfortunatly for me, I'm a little old to be getting allowance, never did even when I was a kid, heh.
@Akamoto_Shinji
OOC: I felt the same when creating my acc.
But everyone here accepts everyone for who they are. It's like I'm not afraid to express myself here.
OOC: I felt the same when creating my acc.
But everyone here accepts everyone for who they are. It's like I'm not afraid to express myself here.
@Akamoto_Shinji I am glad to read this. That means that you might get more confidence talking to other people in the future.
I will be glad to help you in any way possible (I am really limited here, but I will try)
I will be glad to help you in any way possible (I am really limited here, but I will try)
It's like your not afraid to hurt my feelings here xD
See, This is what I'm talking about! IRL if I said something like this I'd get the usual "Get over it" crap. But here you guys legitimately care and want to help, I just wish I knew people like you IRL too.
I also enjoy being here. At first it was just for the gags and the shitposts, but then the OOC posts started. Getting to know part of the people behind the accounts and being able of share my own opinions is really refreshing. It might also help a little with all the stress I am having right now (Except for the part of getting distracted and not letting me do what I should be doing).
Also, it´s nice to meet more people. Here, they normally are nice.
Also, it´s nice to meet more people. Here, they normally are nice.
@shinji, I'm like this (and I don't mean being a shitlord) irl too. Meet me and your wish will come true.
Hope we meet too @Shinji and @Liam.
I'm in Ohio, and I don't travel that much so, unlikely ;_;
then I'll come your way. someday
I don't know how to make sadface lol
XD Welp, we tried.
I guess I will have to wait until I finish my studies, get a job and save enough money to travel somewhere we can meet then.
Just a few years, really.
I guess I will have to wait until I finish my studies, get a job and save enough money to travel somewhere we can meet then.
Just a few years, really.
I will not fail